Faith, Fear, and the Impala
…Fear of doing things my way, and not God’s way
…..Fear of failure and misdirection
…….Fear of rejection and sometimes even acceptance
……….Fear of being challenged to do more
………….Fear of what is uncertain
…………….Fear of what we can’t figure out on our own
………………..Fear of being anything other than self reliant and functioning off of what we think we know
…………………….Fear of taking a leap, because of what we can’t clearly see
Sometimes God speaks what I am not 100% sure I want to hear all the time. Yesterday was one of those moments. I heard a sermon yesterday lifted from Joshua chapter 3 and one of the illustrations given was that of the Impala – an animal that can high jump as high as 10 feet, and broad jump 36 feet, yet is able to be contained in a zoo that is only 3 ft high. The speaker lead us into wondering with her about this, and mentioned that though an impala has the ability to jump high and fast, it will only jump if it can see where its feet will land. I suppose focus is a good thing – knowing where we are headed, and what we’re aiming for – this is especially true in children’s ministry. And could it also be true that sometimes God calls us to jump into some of what is unknown.
Could this be where I am at this moment in ministry? Might this be where others are in ministry or in life in general – having the ability to go further, and do much more, but allowing fear of the unknown to sometimes grip us and prevent us from doing all that God has uniquely gifted us to do – in children’s ministry or otherwise.
How many more kids can you really reach? How many more leaders can you really develop? How much more can God really do through you if only we were willing to take the next jump, even though we may not be certain of where our feet will land.
Kids Just Get It!
“I want the white one!” These were the words of a a preschooler in our ministry. As one of the creative communication team members shared the message of the gospel using the Wordless Book and long after we had moved on to another part of our time with the kids, these words were shared.
Snack was done. The lesson was complete. And still she exclaimed: “I want the white one.” To what was she referring – to the message that she heard moments earlier. The white page simple referred to the forgiveness that God makes available to us in Christ! As we began involving kids in the process of a connecting activity of making “wordless” bracelets, she began crying because of what she didn’t think she could do. She sat in the corner to have what may have been a tantrum, and when asked if she was ready to join the group again, it was then that she exclaimed “I want the white one” – meaning she wanted the white part of the wordless bracelet. Still she wouldn’t rejoin the group, and it was then that another member of the team approached her, sat down beside her and as she expressed uncertainty about whether she was welcome back into the group, the leader then talked to her about the color “white” from the wordless book and reminded her of the meaning we applied to that color in the book and then went on to mention to her of what white stood for in the gospel message and that God forgives her and still loves her no matter what she does – she stopped crying and started asking questions and making statements like “you mean God’s not mad at me? But what if I do something really bad….” She was then told that we forgive her too, just like God does. As these words were shared, her face brightened with a huge smile and she reached up for a hug! This was a significant WOW moment for me as God reminded me of the significance and power of the Gospel to transform young lives – even the lives of very young children!! They can receive the gospel, intentionality is the key and refusing to let teachable moments slip us by because of how children are acting out at the moment. What a difference it would make if we look beyond their behavior and see their souls.
Aim Lower: Does The Church Get It?
Chris Brooks shared this and I thought I would share it here also. Many churches have a great grasp on this, yet many more don’t seem to have a handle on this. What is the evidence that you get it? Here are some questions:
Does your adult ministry space look great, while your children’s ministry spaces are in shambles?
What percentage of your church’s overall budget is allocated for Children’s Ministry?
Is children’s ministry at your church optional or a nonnegotiable factor?
Just questions to think about as we aim to impact!
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Tears…
I’ve never been one to cry often, but sitting here moments ago eating ice cream – a much deserved treat after a weekend FILLED with ministry and suddenly it happened. I burst into tears. Not tears of sadness, not tears of pain or confusion, but tears of sheer gratitude! Sitting hear weeping with no ability to control or contain this burst of emotion all I could do was say “God, thank you, thank you so, so much!”
I wept because after years of struggle and disappointment with the church, after years of hooking up with wrong leaders, and places where there was no real freedom to be uniquely who God has called me to be, and being part of churches that talked a lot of stuff but didn’t walk it out, God has NOW placed me in a local church that I never could have dreamed of, never could believe existed, a church:
1.Where leaders are people not on pedestals, but people with issues and bold enough to admit it
2. Where Christ is central not just in word and church dogma, but in all that we do in ministry
3. Where we succeed and fail, and rejoice with one another as well as pick each other up when we fail
4.Where it is perfectly ok to be who you are (ethnically, socially, emotionally, etc)
5. Where there is no pressure to fit into any type of mold
6. Where actions follow words in regard to racial harmony
7. Where the blend historic and contemporary are encouraged and accepted
8. Where I have a pastor who’s heart and vision resonates with me
9. Where we are intentionally pursuing a multi-cultural worship experience
10. Where none of us are perfect, yet we are commited to moving forward
11. Where risk are taken and expected
Not long ago I was driving home from a class I was teaching and on the way home I took a detour and got lost. I drove for what felt like an eternity but it was approximately an hour and 30 minutes heading in the wrong direction. Finally I was able to figure things out and once I got on the right road heading in the right direction, I was stuck in a huge amount of traffic, but at that poing it didn’t matter, because at least I was on the right road and would eventually arrive at my destination. It caused me to reflect on my new church. There are so many inperfections and even some things that may frustrate me, but AT LEAST I AM ON THE RIGHT ROAD, HEADING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION! God is amazing in my life and minsitry. And though I am there to lead children’s ministry, that’s not all that I am there for – I am there to worship, I am there to grow, I am there to be challenged, I am there to allow God to teach me and take me to deeper levels of leadership, I am there to influence and be influenced… – and I guess all of this is the source of the flood of tears I just experienced! What an amazing God MY GOD is!!!!!!
A Child’s View of God
“But God is mad at me.” As I was getting ready to begin a Bible message in Kids Church, before I could even get started good, these words flowed from the lips of a 5 year old boy. His words stayed with me. His words caused me to wonder. His words caused me to pray. His words caused me to feel compelled to give this child and perhaps other children like Him a correct view of God. Did he get this thought and belief from home? From church? From Somewhere else? I’m not sure. But my mind reflected on some of the words I have in the past heard adults utter to children when trying to help them behave. Statements such as “You better be good, because God is watching you” came to mind. Could this child’s view of God have come from statements such as this that promote fear, i.e. be good or else. Well, I’m not sure, but it was a reminder to me of just how significant my role as a Children’s Pastor really is. It is an opportunity to help children understand who God really is, and to shape their views of Him and of themselves as it relates to Him. Ironically, the message the next week was on the love of God, with the big idea being “God loves me even when I do something wrong.” I viewed the contents of the message with this child and other children like him in mind!Reflections on the Pastoral Call
This time change thing doesn’t actually work for me. I normally wake up around 6am whether I have to or not – no alarm clock, just eyes open, so the clocks going back an hour causes me to wake up way too early. This morning I woke up at an outrageous hour – around 2am I think, and of course I could not go back to sleep no matter how hard I tried.
While I lay down trying to go back to sleep I thought I would do something productive with me time, so I justs started praying, and I wasn’t the only one with something to say, God had some things He too wanted to impress upon my heart as I consider my next ministry position in a local church.
Last weekend as I considered this next phase of my ministry, I began thinking more deeply about my role as a pastor – what does it really mean? Is it just a title? Is it…?
As I picked up a catalog for a christian book store – a catalog that I had looked at before by the way, God quickly defined the role for me. On the front cover of the catalog was a verse from Ephesians – “Prepare God’s people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up.” (Ephesians 4:12).
I know, a no brainer right? I have read the verse before. I have probably quoted the verse before. But never has it resonated with my heart as much as it did last weekend and as I woke up this morning.
As I move into this next phase of ministry in my role as a Children’s Pastor, this verse will be kept central in my heart and ministry practice. I love children, I love preaching and teaching God’s word to them, I love giving them a different view of church - one filled with excitement and enthusiastic worship. And a significant aspect of my call to a pastoral ministry to children is that of equipping others to impact children’s lives with the Gospel, and ALSO preparing kids for ministry as members of the body of Christ – one thing they do NOT have to wait to grow up to do is be used by God in ministry. Many of the people I know don’t fully embrace this fact, but for me it’s a settled isssue. Contrary to the opinion of some, it goes so much deeper than hanging out and having a fun blast with kids – it’s fun with a deep purpose – to introduce kids and others to Jesus, help them grow in that relationship and then prepare them to serve the Savior they’ve embraced!
So I will follow Biblical instruction and “prepare God’s people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up.” With His help I will prepare not only God’s people who are adults, but also God’s people who are children – Children’s Pastor Randy Christensen refers to them as “the younger saints.”
What an awesome call. I have some fears, but God is greater than those, so because of His call and promise to be with me as I lead, I embrace the challenge in the new place of ministry He is calling me to – a church that is multi-ethnic and intentional about being and maintaining this focus. A church that is passionate about Jesus, enthusiastic in corporate worship, aiming to grow as a ministry rather than simply maintain the ministry. New Community is all of these things and more and I am excited about growing in my personal walk with God and in my role as a leader with them. Only God could have done it like He did it, and I celebrate His call on my life and His choice to use me – I stand in awe of Him!
Still on Sabbatical!
Still on sabbatical from Children’s Ministry, so I headed to Shedd Aquarium yesterday with a plan to stay for a couple of hours – well four hours later I was STILL there. I even had a chance to watch Spongebob Squarepants in “4-D!” I got much more than I expected, top notch sound effects, the smell of pickles as Spongebob made krabby patty, real splashes of water (which I could have lived without), seat motions and air effects! WOW! I was thrilled! Oh to make kids church such a memorable experience – to help kids feel like they are “there” as I teach the Bible to them! I believe we can teach the Bible to kids in a way that causes them to “re-live” it and leave lasting God impressions on their lives – to teach kids in a way that causes them to never forget what they’ve heard and experienced…
Anyway, as I walked around the Aquarium (indoors and outdoors) I think I discovered what’s missing for me as I do ministry. I need to learn how to walk away from it regularly, i.e. let a day off really be a day off, explore the city, get outdoors (although Chicago in the Winter is a little crazy, so I might have to find an alternative plan), enjoy time alone – just relax so that I have the strength needed to jump back into ministry when it’s time.
I am sure I am not alone in this though, there are other Children’s Pastors who struggle in the area of balance as well. As of yesterday I have commited to keep working on this area, more than likely it will help me to be even more effective in ministry. Taking time to “re-create” is something we all need to do – especially those of us involved in ministry.
Lessons From Jon
What an emotionally draining day…! The only thing I could do once I arrived home was cry a little and take a nap. I made it through because of who God is, and not in my own strength – that I am sure of….
God has so many ways of shining light in the midst of dark days, helping us to see the good in the bad. When others conduct themselves in ungodly and uncaring ways, God sends people along like Jon. Who is Jon? Jon is a young adult guy with heart, determination, commitment, love for kids, love for people, love for God, and so much more!
Jon is also a young man who has served faithfully on the Children’s Ministry Team I have been leading over the last year or so. He is also the creator of the picure you see above. What’s his story? Part of his story is that he has a condition known as Autism. Because of his autism, Jon sees the world through a different lense, he learns differently, responds differently. But he never lets autism stop him from being used by God to make a difference in the lives of kids and adults.
Today was one of those days. Last Sunday I announced that I had resigned my position at the church, and today as we were preparing for Kids Church he walked in and handed me the picture you see above and said “this is for you.” After giving him a huge hug, I asked him to tell me about his picture. He explained that is was “a goldfish with sunglasses, your favorite animal.”
Like I said, Jon is an adult who pays attention to little details that many other adults overlook. He remembered that earlier in the year, many months ago by the way, I said that I do NOT like pets of any kind, I only like goldfish, because they stay in the water and don’t bother me. Well, Jon remembered.
And as I prepare to leave my current position, he simply wanted to find a way to express how much he cared about me and would miss me when I leave. This simply act of kindness made waking up to face this day worth it.
What will I do with the picture? I am going to the store to pick up a frame so that I can hang it on my wall at home and eventually in my new office.
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